Flying to the UK to see Bye2 and Psychoangel :D
29.12.2025
I've been doing pretty bad mentally... I'm developing a better mindset about what I do with my time, trying to use my phone less and such.
I'm flying to the UK on the 21st, I'm going to see Bye2 and Psychoangel at Glasgow ! Really excited, and also really scared ^^"
I also booked to see Machinegirl and Goreshit on the 27th :D
Hope I'll have fun.. I don't have many days that I can say are happy, I really hope some change will come soon.
20.12.2025
wanna get fucked while having NL playing in the background
but like,,,
for that to authentically happen,,,
not like
on purpose,,,
The Dissapearing Act
18.12.2025
My biggest dream has always been to dissapear - Pack up everything and leave. No letters. No trace.
Problem is, I don't think I'll ever lack the empathy and love to the people around me, to the degree where I'll hurt them this badly.
I can barely convince myself to put in the effort need to leave in the nice, normal way. But god, what wouldn't I give to be able to start over from scratch.
17.12.2025
im such a fucking failure dude wtf is wrong with meeee
Why do I ALWAYS have to eake ip so late AAAAAAA
Is A Fucked Up Bunny Allowed to Dream of a Better Life?
14.12.2025
Every so often it gets harder to believe I'm really alive.
It starts to feel that the only way I can really know.
Is by seeing the blood run with my own eyes.
At some point you've got to wonder:
"Am I going to feel like this forever?"
